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Frugal and Fatal

Monday, February 27, 2006

I've never been one to allow myself to be vulnerable. Yet lately, it feels as though I'm opening my heart that could very well stop beating at the one wrong thing that's said or done. I can't comprehend why. What are these emotions? These thoughts and feelings?

It's such a different experience like one I've never felt before. It's uncharacteristic of me to be left feeling like I've been hit by a bus. Especially events that are familiar and I've judged them to be overrated and cliche. I've felt these feelings and been in these circumstances before, but what's so different this time around? It no longer feels cliche. It doesn't fall under the it's-just-another one-of-those-things category. In fact, my feelings surprise me that my mind can't keep up with my heart.

I wish I had all the answers. I wish I knew what really is going on and I pray so so badly that He knows what He's doing putting me into this situation. I could just crumble taking this leap of faith.

He has to know.

Rachel wrote in the pages of her life at 1:44 AM

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