Snippets Of Me

Facing Fears

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Unlike many who have been looking forward to the first day of school, I was dreading it. Not just a little, but really more than you could think anyone could hate school. Those horrendous feelings were back to haunt me again.

The symptoms of this disorder are as follows:
1. I miss spending time at home
2. I wonder half the time where I'd be if I weren't where I was
3. I worry that I'll be a loner for the rest of the year
4. I look forward to term break even though it's only week 1
5. I wish that it was already year 3, semester 2

Without a doubt, God sent people to help me through this transition period of adjusting to a new class, timetable and problems. They weren't just people I loved and was close to but those that I didn't have a relationship and He'd given me the chance to build it during this time. It was almost as though He knew what I would feel and had His prescription all planned - each person for each symptom.

The name of this sickness is simple. It's called lack-o-courage. God prescribed Jo, who helped reconstruct the loss of confidence in myself.

This was the details of the prescription.

It may be blown way out of proportion, but it was the remedy to what I needed. Not a needed boost to the ego I might add, but a much needed reminder.

Thank you dear.

Rachel wrote in the pages of her life at 11:34 PM

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